Hit by cupid

Hit by THE arrow that got me wounded and I don't even know why or how I caught it... I was looking for peace and happy I found it somehow and then HE simply showed up in my life with his smart comments, quick grasp of my sarcasm...The flow of words that could keep me interested happy and excited... the upbeat and rush of blood I could feel when hearing his voice.. All that got me into wanting to know him more, be with him more, understand him more and tease him more...I did not know that I walking toward a path that would take me to another LOVE... and to more pain about a difficult long distance relationship... Why am I doing this to myself ?!? uhhhh